Untitled/We are
Everyday I think of things
things that just won't go away
Everyday I think of you
and all the things that I can't say
And so I still wonder why
everything's changing but I still stay the same
Even though we don't know
what this life is about
Sooner or later
we are all gonna figure it out
Even though we don't know
why we're living in doubt
we are
Everyday I'm searching
searching for answers inside this hole
Everyday I'm holding
holding on to something I can't let go
And so I still wonder why
everything's trying to tear my life apart
Even though we don't know
what this life is about
Sooner or later
we are all gonna figure it out
Even though we don't know
why we're living in doubt
we are
Untitled/No Cure
You think you have it all until your walls break-down
Everything you knew its upside-down
And everyone you used to know they can't be found
So now you realize and start to drown
Do you really know what's up there
Do you really wanna know
Do you really think that Gods fair
cause he's gonna take you home
You think you can catch yourself until your fingers start to slip
You start to lose all control now you can't hold your grip
And everything you ever had is taken right from you
You start to think to yourself there's only one thing I can do
Do you really know what's up there
Do you really wanna know
Do you really think that Gods fair
cause he's gonna take you home
So you take them all in and lay your head down
And shut your closing eyes you'll never make a sound
Now you know what's past the sky
And everything's all right
So now you finally have some peace
Surrounded by his light
Did you really wanna know
Now you really know
Untitled/W.I.P (work in progress)
Someday when I'm free and let all this out
Understand me when I say this is all that I'm about
Maybe one day you will see that this is all that I know
Maybe one day we could be apart of the same show
Everybody lives their lifes asking the big what if's and why's
Remember when I asked you what if I confessed all my lies
I said my peace and you listened to all the words that I said
Letting you yell and scream and cry you wished I was dead
Overlooking all the things I confess can you see the real me
Various things always get in the way our love could never be
Everything that I feel it really means the world to me
You'll never know
Of all the things I say
Understand I'm alone now
So just turn and walk away
Overlooking all the bad I continue to be
Miseriable without you you really mean the world to me
Undenying the way I feel I just wanna let you know
Cause all the things that we went through I just gotta let you go
Hoping that in the end I won't end up alone
And now I have nothing but an empty home
Looking at myself in the mirror all I see is empty
Why must it end like this why must I be lonely
Anything but this is better but you come to me and say
You gotta really know that everthing is gonna be o-kay
Since you told me that you still loved me today
You'll never know
Of all the things I say
Understand I'm alone now
So just turn and walk away
Exequy
Run with me, tonite
I bet you like my eyes on you
I miss you, tonite
I bet you like it soft don't you
Cause I'm not alone
setting here tonite
run away from home
just get away tonite
Come with me, alright
I bet you like my thoughts of you
I want you, alright
I bet you like it hard don't you
Cause you're all alone
Watching me tonite
You let me in your home
to have a good nite
Tell me what you like to do
And it happens to you, tonite
When its all done and over
I won't be with you, tonite
Lament
All I wanted was to be with you
that was the thought that got me through
We've loved eachother in one of our lives
we've laughed together thousands of time
So how was I to know what you thought of me
part of the crowd is what I wanted to be
then one day I found it was a lie
the peace inside began to die
So you wanna be forgiven you ask this of me
When your gone I hope you can see
Even if I forgive the past will never be
Free from the marks on my memory
All I knew was that I loved you
that was the thought that got me through
We were together for a very long time
I wanted to be with you till I die
So how was I to know what you thought of me
part of your life is what I wanted to be
then one day I found what was going on
the love for you inside is gone
So you wanna be forgiven you ask this of me
When your gone I hope you can see
Even if I forgive the past will never be
Free from the marks on my memory
What did I care what you thought of me
content with myself is what I needed to be
In the end I still knew I was wrong
And I died inside after I wrote this song...
Bye
Bet you can't forget my face
and then you're gone without a trace
all the things we did are gone... for now...
Its years to mend the tears
and recover from the nightmares
placed upon me... and I...
I WON'T TAKE YOU, FOR ALL ETERNITY
Forget it all its gone and I will never be the same
All the times you said you'd get it done
and I'd come home and find you gone...
And I can't believe your fine
after all that wasted time
We still have nothing to show
As for myself if you leave I'll go insane
I've lost the sentences of the paragraphs
of your life...
I'm sure I left it in yesterday
its because I'm last and if you think you're right
You're WRONG, and I'll take it like before...
I WON'T TAKE YOU, FOR ALL ETERNITY
Forget it all its gone and I will never be the same
All the times you said you'd get it done
and I'd come home and find you gone...
Broken Wings
I'm finally getting home
I'm finally going somewhere
I can see the road ahead
this huge crossroad and then I'm dead
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally learnt to fly
with these broken pair of wings of mine
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally say goodbye
to the troubles you have given me
I'm finally making right turns
I'm finally getting on my way
after a lifetime of problems
things are about to change
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally learnt to fly
with these broken pair of wings of mine
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally say goodbye
to the troubles you have given me
Broken pair of wings of mine
won't you please just give me flight
I wanna be closer to the light
I promise it will be alright
I'm finally making right turns
I'm finally getting on my way
after a lifetime of problems
things are about to change
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally learnt to fly
with these broken pair of wings of mine
This is the day, this is the way
that I finally say goodbye
to the troubles you have given me
This Letter
On this crumbled piece of paper
I'll write you a letter
of memories and good times that we had together
On this crumbled piece of paper
I'll write you a letter
of times that were much better
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
On this crumbled piece of paper
that I address to you
I'll pour my tears and bloodshed
that you always knew
On this crumbled piece of paper
I will write
Wish that I could see you
for just one more night
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
Please don't burn this letter
I wish you'd understand
Changing it to ashes
Is burning me with brands
God it hurts me so much
Cuts, and burns, and stings
Please don't burn this letter
it would mean the end of all things
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
This is desperation, this is a sign
This is the one and only, this is the last time
Not Afraid
Another one to pave the way
that you ran down forgot to say
A little prayer for me today
its too late now you're gonna pay
I'M NOT AFRAID OF WHATS IN STORE
I'M NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE...
Something random and unplanned
the blood is still on the hand
You don't know I settle scores
knock you down, down to the floor
I'M NOT AFRAID OF WHATS IN STORE
I'M NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE...
but I look the other way
what I think I won't say
I can't decide I'd never choose
I hate to win I love to lose
I'M NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE
I'M NOT AFRAID OF WHATS IN STORE...
Darkness
Darkness is near
behind the sun is night
I have no fear
remember when you used to cry in fright
look at your wounds
it isn't who you are...
Keeping the feelings inside
Makes it harder on your mind
Onedrop of your tears can release everything
Darkness is here
creeping up on my skin again
I'm holdin your fear
tearing away the pain lets begin
look at your wounds
this isn't who you are...
Keeping the feelings inside
Makes it harder on your mind
Onedrop of your tears can release everything
Self/W.I.P (work in progress)
The feelings are rising
I see myself trying
to release the PAIN...
Feels like I'm dying
I see myself crying to release
the blood from these VEINS...
Taste the hate that is no-more...
its been with me over these years
I cannot caryy any-more...
all this pain has brought the fears
Bringing fourth the faithless night
apart of me is gone called the inner light
the feelings I felt are out the door
my life is taking over now... I FEEL NO-MORE...
Confide
I'm past the point of returning to this place
The hate, it starts to burn when I see your face
If I could climb the walls you put up
You would fuckin see...
I separate myself and what I was tryin to be
Even though all this pain was caused by your affection
I still can't stand it when you show me rejection
Forsaken from all that is holy
but all I want is you to say hold me
My innerlight searching inside
for the real you hidden under what you confide
Sinful
I'm just trying to breathe
but my life is sufficating me
Everything that I've seen
is not enough for you to love me
Everything I feel inside
is taking its grip and destroying my life
all the pain that building inside
is creating hate and tormenting my mind
...the deciet
the lies... its all from you!
Left me dying, left me crying
for you...
You told me the truths to your lies
even though I tried to make it work
these feeling that we shared still hurt
the dripping waters from my eyes is from...
...the deciet
the lies... its all from you!
Left me dying, left me crying
for you...
All the times that I showedyou I cared
and all the shitty memories we shared
I'm trying to forget it all
but your face still haunts my dreams
I linger in my own mind, trying to find
one good thought thats there sometimes
Sick
All these feelings I've felt are black in my heart
all the times you looked inside of me
I've been placed last eternally
My head pounding in temptation
So sick and tired of feeling aggravation
You made me cry
You made me sick
Forsaken in my heart
The way you look
The way you talk
It makes me HATE and I want to DIE
The hate has kept me sane, kept you from taking it away
but I'm fucking sick of the way you treat me
So I'm gone away from you from the pain
Away from the torture... I'm so sorry
You made me cry
You made me sick
Forsaken in my heart
The way you look
The way you talk
It makes me HATE and I want to DIE
Now that I'm gone away I hope you're happy
For all those times you made my life a tragedy
For the way you made me losing my sanity
thoughts of bloodshed... and I'm happy
I'm SICK and GONE
Hollowed Love
Things have become so right
I wanna hold you all the time
I was alone for so long
until you came along
Emptied out in the open
The blood from my wound is hopin
to drain out the aggravation
My heart is yours for the taken...
Hollowed love as my heart beats
Imagine your face as my mind thinks
Pictures in my head are only of you
Can't keep my eyes off of you
Emptied out in the open
The blood from my wound is hopin
to drain out the aggravation
My heart is yours for the taken...
I have seen the change in me
You have rid the hate in me
Can't you feel our love is real
Inside I spill my love and your heart steals
Emptied out in the open
The blood from my wound is hopin
to drain out the aggravation
My heart is yours for the taken...